Sunday, May 25, 2008

Cigarettes 3,4 and 5

I figure now that I've started this, I might as well keep track of the smokes I've smoked.  This may, at least, slow me down. I'm at a loss now as to whether to keep trying to quit every day, or set a date and shoot for that. I'm mulling it over.
Well, at least I've decided to live as wholly  as possible while I'm in this transition phase of smoking and quitting. I put a lot of things aside to concentrate on quitting, and now it seems the best thing to do is get my life in as close an order to ideal as I can since I haven't quit. Getting into the habit of exercising regularly, meditating, tackling the projects that went by the wayside while I was trying to reduce or eliminate any stress from my life. I found that all of the things I wanted to do were weighing down on me, but that was because I placed such importance in them, along with artificial and unrealistic timetables. There's nothing wrong with wanting to accomplish things, but everything takes time, and sometimes tools or technology or knowledge, skills, etc, I just don't have right now.
Did some crunches, gonna clean up some clutter and go for a skate.

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