Saturday, May 31, 2008

Cigarettes 74 thru 91

My boss, Jacque,  has started drinking again, and it's disturbing. He's not just my boss, but my friend also, so it's painful to see him do this to himself. 
I actually drank with him recently, after being sober for two and a half years. We went canoeing and camping in the Everglades, then went on down to Key West. I wanted to go swimming and snorkeling, mostly all I ended up doing is drinking. It ended all right, I only drank for a few days, and have since been able to put it into perspective and learn some things from it. Unfortunately, it was not so with Jacque. I think his life is going to quickly fall apart, and there's not much I can do.
Yet I'm still smoking, so who am I to judge? Worked yesterday, didn't have time to much last night, so I just painted. Started a new piece, Can't tell if I like it or not. Don't have time to do much this morning, getting ready for work. Meditated.   

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